|I hate myself
||[Jun. 26th, 2009|05:28 pm]
I hate myself! I feel like crying and I havent cried since my dad died in 2006
Everything was going fine when I couldnt control my urge(I hate that word) to eat so I had 2 graham crackers and 23 grapes. And a salad It doesnt sound like a lot but the graham crackers had 130 calories!
Everything sucks I hate being fat! I hate being me. Im now 200 calories over my limit for the day If I could still do it I would throw it all up How do you fight hunger? Anyone have any good tips?