Log in

No account? Create an account
I hate myself - babydoll3005 [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ archive | journal archive ]

I hate myself [Jun. 26th, 2009|05:28 pm]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

I hate myself! I feel like crying and I havent cried since my dad died  in 2006
Everything was going fine when I couldnt control my urge(I hate that word) to eat so I had 2 graham crackers and 23 grapes. And a salad  It doesnt sound like a lot but  the graham crackers had 130 calories!
Everything sucks  I hate being fat!  I hate being me.  Im now 200 calories over my limit for the day  If I could still do it I would throw it all up  How do you fight hunger?  Anyone have any good tips?