|One day I will be thin enough
||[Jun. 22nd, 2009|02:44 pm]
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Hi ladies I
My name is Renee and this is my first journal so bare with me.
Lets see.I was diagnosed with MAJOR DEPRESSIVE DISORDER WITH SEVERE PSYCHOSIS last year. In lay men terms that just means I was suicidal. I spent a total of 6 months of 2008 on the psych ward I've been out for one year this month and I'm proud of that
.I've struggled with weight since I was 6. At 16 I weighed 225 lbs.and at my highest weight I was 279. After my parents died I became borderline bulimic. I no longer hang with mia. I also did SI. I'm 5'10 and I want to look like a model. They usually weigh between 115 and 125 so I have alot of weight to loose.I'm on a new meal plan It goes like this:
I'm going to need lots of support If I'm going to do this, and Id appreciate all that I can get. In return Ill support you and give any tips I learn.
If this sounds good to you, drop me a line
In the meantime stay strong ladies (or gentlemen)
I know we can do this